sunshine-splasher

2006-01-14T00:41:00.000-08:00

BACK TO SCHOOL!

its finally HERE. sec 4. yes i noe its too late to say this but i was being wad jun said " anti-computer" for 2 weeks. its just me, food, the telly and my bed. haha. these 2 weeks haf been quite relaxed.

FIRST. it was the deportment course on wed. MAN. i dunno whether to laugh or cry. we had to dress up in OFFICE WEAR from head to toe. on tues i had a crash course on how to put make up and on the day itself i woke up at 530 in the morning. and for the whole day i was in HEELS.i felt like a duck. and we catwalked. learnt the proper way of sitting... etc etc. and the LUNCH. the bun, salad, and soup was good. till teh MAIN COURSE. i dunno what to say abt it. i was a surgeon.doing an operation on the spring chicken. i almost gave up eating. we had to slice it. no hands allowed.IMAGINE.

SECOND. my VICE CAP!!! i will miss u alot alot!

THIRD. had a bad bad sore throat. and flu. no voice. had to mouth my sentences to everyone. and it seems that only jun and stace knew wad i was talking abt. sab and nao cant catch. HAHA.
khiu gave herself the job of my alarm clock for medicine taking. i dunno wad to say. i haf her calling my phone at 3am in the morning.YUP.

FOURTH. i went shopping!!! bought belt and bag. happpy happy. but it was raining the whole day.jun spotted her NIKE BAG from i dunno how far and bought it. could tell she was really happy. then i went hunting for my mum baking thing. and i haf one thing to say: SAM IS CHICKENPECKED.muahaha.
eventful 2 weeks. its down to business on monday.

khiu said the dance went well. GOODIE!she was away as CHIEF INSTRUCTOR for 3 days at the sec one camp. while the rest of us were doing various stuff. nao looked like a fashion designer. sab looked like an accountant and stace looked like shes working in some office at shenton way and jun looked like she is going for a weeding dinner. and i looked like a lawyer. RITE. but they looked like fantastic, beautiful, career women. i seriously wonder how would they look like when they are at graduation night. maybe i wont even recognise them.

HERES A MESSAGE TO KHIU: u will not in a million years ever ever think of wad we are giving u on ur bdae.*evil eyes*

gonna listen to engelbert.... BYE.

2005-12-29T08:07:00.000-08:00

i just haf to blog today!!! today was a very nice day.

went back to sch for noticeboard. finished it except coach's pic was missing. then ;ater went home changed and everything then went to town wif jun khiu and pamela! it was kinda fun though we din buy anything. walked the who9le entire orchard road. legs was aching!!!!

we saw pierre pnd and joanne peh, and pamela was gushing over both of them. HAHA. khiu was so malufied.

and jun APPARENTLY went to buy earrings for me. what to say. i haf no earholes. dunno wad she thinking man! i think for her bdae i shld buy her a nose ring coz she dosent haf a nose hole thingy.it SO makes sense.

and there was the NARNIA movie at cine.... ITS GOOD! very good.
i love the battle scenes. haha. though it was not was good as LOTR. but i enjoyed myself at the movie. khiu was laughing i screammed half way during the show when the bad wolf suddenly appeared. ITS NOT MY FAULT. wo bei xia dao OKAY. NARNIA NARINA NARNIA. and the moseley person truly was magnificent! hes called PETER in the show. haha. very brave. love his siblings alot. NARNIA is like harry potter meeets LOTR. TO ME.

wonderful day. had dinner at pastamania though i was kinda stuffed wif popcorn. came home like 11. so scary. nobody one. i don wanna go home so late anymore. so many cats arnd.

anyway.... its MOSELEY and NARNIA and the comapny of who i was with today that MADE MY DAY!

OUT.

2005-12-26T04:32:00.000-08:00

its been coming to a month since i updated.

went to malaysia.port dickson and kl. not bad. bukit bintang was fantastic!
and yes. micasa was good though i haf to sleep on CUSHIONS on the first nite we were there.
and that was 2 weeks ago.

CHRISTMAS is finally here! had presents! love them. especially the pooh cup. i like it alot. ate and ate through the 2 days. i am getting fat.

haf been watching LOTR every week. dunno wads up with me. but i like the battle scenes!

khiu went thailand and she brought back my jay chou vcd!!! ahh... love her! and the flowers and yes khiu.. EVEN the clip. i still cannot figure out why u bought powerpuff girls chain thingy.

anyway... its a boring boxing day. doing chinese. MAN. its a load. and A MATH. seriously it can KILL.

what can i say... school's gonna start! i cant watch LOTR anymore. and my mum refuse to let me watch da chang jing. all my aunts said it is really really good.

kind of a subdued 2 months. except for taiwan. jun's back from kl i suppose.

aragorn is so cool.

2005-11-28T21:28:00.000-08:00

back from taiwan! had lotsa lotsa fun there! love the scenery, love the night markets! most of all i love their tv channels! i am bent on going there another time.

love jay chou's songs.

poor khiu plucked out her tooth.u take care.

i don like expository essays.

read finished THE HISTORIAN. its SO thrilling.worth to read.

i love the library.

love the 9 o'clock show

don wanna do chinese homework.so much. but wat to do?

DANCE! tomorrow.hope khiu can at least utter a few words.

bye.

2005-11-06T06:52:00.000-08:00

its WANG ZI BIAN QING WA.

2005-11-06T06:34:00.001-08:00

well.. i shall pop the happenings all in one entry. many many stuff happened during the week.

on wed: i FINALLY got my QING WA BAIN WANG ZI vcd frm POON. i was just OVERJOYED. thanks girl! u made my day! i watched the whole enitre series till like 3am. nice ending.very funny.
On thurs: naomi was DYING to watch the show too. so she came over to my house to watch it. AND YES. i watched the show a second time. i try to keep as many things abt the show in my head as possible, coz it would be impossible to watch it after this year.oh, how i would miss the smile of dang ou. its juz nice. juz so breath taking. it acutally can help in day dreaming. that maybe fairytales do come true.
on fri: BACK to school. but after lessons we painted the BANNER!!! it was so fun, except i was seriously intoxicated by th smell of paint, thinner and some weird substance. I LOVE THE BANNER! SWIM TEAM ROCKS!
on sat: went jurong point, tour fair. we settled for a tour. I LOVE MY DADDY!i can FINALLY get out of singapore and to a place that i wld haf serious retail therapy.YUP.
TODAY: it was pngy's and lynn's confirmation. we stood through the whole ceremony. after that went to have lunch. nth happened much today. juz the tv and me. yeah. and my sis and I were lamenting we cannot go for POTTER'S movie. ARGH. the thought of it makes my blood boil. and i haf to MISS joy's bdae! she cant play charades. AHH. why the 16th????? but i am grateful that i haf a chance to juz relax before the nerve wrecking stuff come up. the Os.

okay typed much. shld go back to tok to khiu..... TATA.

i just love the song. I MUST GET MY HANDS ON THE SOUNDTRACK.i am going to be somehow a worshipping fan of a taiwanese band.shucks.but i hate to admit the songs are soothing.

2005-11-01T05:58:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SABBY!!!!!!

happy happy 15th birthday!

yup. had lots of fun eating at sakae today. we went frm wisma to far east and to wheelockand we finally settled on sakae. with tatami mats.we took pics. though it wasnt allowed.

ate and ate and ate our sushi and the charamushi(spelt correctly?)

AND my soba noodles till we are full.

then went to esplanade. it was SO DARN hot.wated to go cafe iguana to check the place out

ended up in marina square instead. then had starbucks.

and we transferred to millenia walk. and went to CANDY empire.

i hunted for the concert cd.

saw it at hmv. thought it wld be better to get at my house there.

went to 5 shops and i COULD NOT get it.

ARGH. nvm. i get the SOUNDTRACK maybe......

anyway. it was a warm day. tired day.feet aching. but anything for my daughter.

to sabby:EYEBAGS like totally makes a person look haggard. HAHA.

happy birthday!

corry.

2005-10-25T08:11:00.000-07:00

okay. i took a VERY LONG time to find the perfect skin.
first water, then movies the literature, then JAZZ.
and yes. came across this special one. and i chose it.

i asked khiu to do me a favour.
and she agreed."yes madam, at ur service"
HAH! too bad. YUN JING gotta do the skin for me.

nth much today. results. not very well done. not to my expectations. hope daddy thinks well of it though. tml gotta go meet the heads. man.
land training tml! gotta do stretches again.

SABBY BDAE coming! CANT WAIT!!!will it be at cartel or sakae????

OUT.

2005-10-25T08:02:00.000-07:00

KHIU DID MY BLOG!

SHE OWES ME ICE CREAM THOUGH.

3 SCOOPS ARH.

THANK YOU!

2005-03-19T06:49:00.000-08:00

oh man.best bdae of my life.hitch was hilarious.freakin hilarious. i love all my grandchildren n daughter who made this special day so NICE.n thanks to all the ppl who dropped me a msg! realli loved today.loved it.

2005-03-18T06:38:00.000-08:00

what can i say. a perfect day.i really enjoyed myself. jun n khiu actually baked for me! haha.i feel so dua pai. then the ultimate thing was the DA VINCI CODE COLLECTORS EDITION! what can i say. i was so so so happy. i was over the moon.elated.joyful.exuberant.i simply exulated.haha.i fell in love wif tt book the moment i laid my eyes on it. they knew.i love u all to death larhs.haha.n u all noe tt.
we met up at town n went to heeren to take neos.while waiting for the buffet to start, we went SHOPPING! then we went to sakae.ate n ate.ordered n ordered until we were all so bloated. think we made a din there.laugh our heads off..thenw ent to book the tix at cine.gonna watch hitch tml!!!!YAY!

i m so high.so so so high.best birthday i ever had! i mean it.i love u guys! tml gonna b fun too! goin out wif the gang!yeah.

okays......gtg...byeeee

cor out!

2005-03-17T07:14:00.000-08:00

oh mans. projects!!!! AHHHHH.so many of them.Y??? its suppose to be a school holiday.but i don think its so. stress.

oh yeah.goin out wif jun n khiuy tml. cant wait.sakae.hahaha. so long time never been in a neoprint machine liao.still can rem last year almost every month we will go take neos. but now, busy busy.

its 2 more days to the BIG DAY.

and its 4 more days to the day i can start swimming. SO LOOKIN FORWARD TO IT!haha
n i begin to realsie tat life is such a fairytale if u actually think abt it as a fairytale.okay.i m being fairytalely here.but wadeva.i m in a good mood
haha

byeeeeeeeee

2005-03-14T02:00:00.000-08:00

okays... its been a way LONG time since i updated my blog.
finally! its the hols.... can relax.but the downer is theres so much hw. 86 sums for e math????man.*faints*
injured my freakin knee. n i cant swim.sad sad. can play bball. its such a torture. went to rent some movies.could finally watch princess diaries 2. its such a fairytale.......
white chicks was cool.was laughin my head off.
taxi was WOW.cars n all.
nobody knows is so teary.
kungfu hustle is violent.

so basically its me n my movies n hw. n yar.the moment of the year.my da shou.haha.SAKAE here i come!!!!

was malufied somewhow....freak.

2005-02-17T05:31:00.000-08:00

okay.i noe my blog is rottin......so here i am..updating it.life is like a routine now.eat sleep study swim toilet.nth else.its so boring.hate my life.i wanna play bball again.i realli wanna play it alot.test floodin again.its horrible.stress man.n projects...man.wonder wad will happen i sec 4.
oh yar.sunday we r goin 4 biathlon.CANT WAIT! so cool. we can all play in sentoda after tt.n khiuy is goin! hahas.shes so gonna b in for it.b ready to get "sot".
yups tts all 4 now.i wanna slp.i m deprived of slp. byeeees

2005-02-05T07:15:00.000-08:00

okay...been such a long time since i actually updated.thank you khiuy for helpin me wif the saving of my blog.haha.oh yar.
HAPPY BDAE GAL!!!!!belated of coz.
so so so so sorri tt i cant make it on ur bdae.but i wil always love u my grand daughter.

its been so freakin busy.houz practice.sch work.tests.juz keep flooding in.n now, nt eatin properly.my tummy is giving me probs n its nearing cny.so freakin infuriating.

oh yar.khiuy.MUAHAHAHA.go swim larh.makes no harm.me n jun wil like b invisible.at least we try nt too laugh too hard.think it will b fine.haha.follow ur heart.its always true to u.i mean like u r choosing between practical n mesmerising.think the practical one suits u beta.but kinda diff.its TOO practical.but mesmerising is nt too bad.at least don haf the HECK attitude.so yar.spoke my peace.

someone is hiding sth.i noe tt.man.wads wif the I DON TALK ABT MY PERSONAL LIFE thing???honesty gal.honesty.

its over.its juz to late.relieved?mayb.nagging sense of guilt too.but will get over it.PRIORITY.

2005-01-21T08:57:00.000-08:00

HERE TO SAVE THIS ROTTEN BLOG!

this old women like doesnt update!!! hahha. busy little monkey!
okok. cory heng jus rebornded her hair n cut it! hhahaa. but she still looks like a little monekey! OPPS! heeee. see my msn pig. shall go find one more! HAHA. im so gonna get killed

what else ar? cory heng is getting dao-er. meaner lah. hahha. OH! i thoght of one! SHE GREW TALLER. =( keep using tt when she's got nothin to say. BULLY.

yea. tt's abt it lah. talkin to e monkey online is nt as fun as talkin to her in person k!
she's a bore online. OPPS! hahaha.

i love you though u're such a bully.

ps: n u owe me 2 punishment!!! you know why! BLEAHX

ok.. she forced me into writing my name! hahah
the above was updated by... kHiu. HEE

2005-01-05T06:19:00.000-08:00

my blog will b rotting soon. veri busy. try my best to update though. u all..... jia you for the competition k. support u al. train hard. can get in one...... okays.

tts all...byeee

2005-01-02T05:28:00.000-08:00

tml.back to school...

you make me feel real guilty u noe.i realli dunno wad to do.maybe i should not hold on anymore.

2004-12-29T05:50:00.000-08:00

bloggin again...

went to play bbal.never shoot so many inside b4.haha...very satisfied. then played a quite intense match though i was the one who keeps starting the ball. quite punctured after that.its been a long time since i updated coz i was not realli in the mood. sch's startin soon.haix.sec 3 life. wil b super stressful.surely got alot of white hairs later.haha. christmas was okay. nt too bad.but i love the presents given. okays.gtg go to tok to abstracted n get the pics frm her liao.

GonE.

2004-12-24T14:58:00.000-08:00

its christmas eve n i m so freakin bored. went out wif jun,khiu,gina,anne,rach,tangtang,wen feng they al at town. SO FUN! took lotsa pics and walked almost the whole entire orchard road.its so nice the lightings.had lotsa fun man.... realli wanna c the lightings again.haha. wanna go midnite mass tonight but hiaz.got dinner.think i m so gonna put on more weight.tml still haf dinner.HAIX. but the presents i hope will b good. haha. tml shall go town wif sabby even its my third time there this week. lolx. lame me. wanna listen to xmas songs liao. haf to b in the xmas mood.haha.byeeeee

2004-12-21T04:58:00.000-08:00

love love love khiuy to bits!!!! thanks for my new skin!!!! appreciate it alot.time to change frm black to white.haha.A BIG THANKS YOU!!!!

baked cookies today.got choco ones, choco coffee one, and choco nut one.they al smell like famous amos! haha.shld set up stall mans. sommore gt 1 order liao. not bad rite.haha.
later went for tuition and had debate. quite heated actually guys vs. gals.it was simply freakin funny.haha.

shall go pack my room.....

2004-12-20T05:17:00.000-08:00

bloggin again.
khiuy nsabby r finally BACK! yay.family reunited.haha.tml gonna bake cookies at mimi's houz.yups.hope we don burn the houz down.haha.
went towning wif jun n mimi today.walk until my back ached.but got my xmas present.haha.love u lots jun.i like the purse thingy or wadeva u call it alot.haha.can store alot of stuff. then mimi went to dunno how many shops and finally settled for the waterbottle.then went to mo9s for a much needed drink.
off to the bball match.haix.lulu my grandson din realli play much.then we kinda sat quite far away so cant realli c anythin.they al larh.don wanna move.haiz.then left half way coz kinda late liao.
then went home.ate dinner.watched tv.n here i m.its a typical sch holiday monday.haix.lookin 4wward to tml

STACY!!!MUZ GET WELL ARH! TAKE CARE!AH MAH LOVE U LOTS~

2004-12-18T07:58:00.000-08:00

back.finally.
so darn tired.after malaysia went to batam the very next day.juz came back frm batam.haix.

went to penang.man the asam laksa n char kuay teow was so shiok.yumyum.i ate like crazy there.haha.so put on some weight i think.haha.shop like crazy n the hotel breakfast was like nt too bad.the cutlery was ultra big.so hard to eat.haha.
then went to ipoh.nth much there.but i kinda think the food there was nt bad.the kampong chicken n bean sprouts wif kuay teow in sauce is so darn nice.man.i feel hungry now.went to some caves.climbed the stpes till my feet ached.the whole entire day i like go climb caves.haha.
then off to kl.so lookin 4ward to kl.my shopping paradise.haha.but we went to the batu caves first. n i got attacked by a wild MONKEY.yar.monkey.4 my waterbottle.i think ppl thought i was siao coz i don c it coming n gt a shock n screamed my head off.haha.my dad got attacked too.4 his kaya puff.in the end my dad gotta gif it.man,they r realli smart.n scary.n aggressive.
my sis got tummy ache. haix.n the hotel was kinda scary but the soccer updates were good.lolx.

then came back to s'pore n slept like 12 plus.gotta wake up to go batam.nth much there too.haix.its so boring.i watched like dunno how many movies there.haha.

i miss khiuy n sabby.wished they were back now.haix.
xmas is coming!!!!yay!lookin 4ward to the gang outing.haha.

some.stuff.r.painful.to.keep
till then.yawns.

2004-12-07T06:22:00.000-08:00

i dunno how i feel.
its somehow disorientated.
y r u nt there.
wadeva.

2004-12-05T08:06:00.000-08:00

i love my daddy.
haha.he bought me the bag i wanted!also the book i wanted:angels n demons by dan brown!!! YEAH BABY!so freakin happi.lolx.think i will haf the book stuck in front of my face where ever i go nw.....haha.

today went swimmin wif sab n jun.sab n jun r suppose to TAN themselves.n i was suppose to train.but we ended up shoppin arnd at j8 after an hour in the pool.then is sw tat bag.so i dragged my dad all the way there after goin to bishan park to c ppl fish.FAMILY OUTING.coz all the bicycle kiosks there closed down.how great.

went for golf.i cant believe i actually did chipping wif my eyes closed.kinda fun.lolx.improved somehow.but my hand was kinda blistered.

yar.tats all.

shall update asap.if nt khiu will tell me my blog is rotting.haha

stacy is back frm her holiday!!!!can go watch movie hopefully.hee

juz lookin 4ward to my trip on fri.n CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!HAHA

byeeeeeeeeeee

2004-12-02T02:46:00.000-08:00

bloggin this after windsurfing...
windsurfing totally rawks larh.its so fun!!!! fell into the water like dunno how many times.had cuts n blisters.but wadeva.i m still alive.tml we r gonna out into the deep deep sea.today we stuck to the bay.its so fun man.enjoyed myself n nw i m like half dead.

TAUFIK WON!!!!!!!!AHHH!!! i m so happi tat he won.he can so totally sing.man, was he smooth wif the song "me n mrs jones".gt me all swooning over him...lolx.

n happi belated bdae darylyn my darling senior!!!!!!!i love u lots.smile always!!!

i can live without u.don need u.

2004-11-29T07:45:00.000-08:00

Some people live for the fortuneSome people live just for the fameSome people live for the power, yeahSome people live just to play the gameSome people think that the physical thingsDefine what's withinAnd I've been there beforeBut that life's a boreSo full of the superficial[Chorus:]Some people want it allBut I don't want nothing at allIf it ain't you babyIf I ain't got you babySome people want diamond ringsSome just want everythingBut everything means nothingIf I ain't got you, YeahSome people search for a fountainThat promises forever youngSome people need three dozen rosesAnd that's the only way to prove you love himHand me the world on a silver platterAnd what good would it beWith no one to share With no one who truly cares for me [Chorus:]Some people want it allBut I don't want nothing at allIf it ain't you babyIf I ain't got you babySome people want diamond ringsSome just want everythingBut everything means nothingIf I ain't got you, you, youSome people want it allBut I don't want nothing at allIf it ain't you babyIf I ain't got you babySome people want diamond ringsSome just want everythingBut everything means nothingIf I ain't got you, yeah[Outro:]If I ain't got you with me babySo nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thingIf I ain't got you with me baby

2004-11-29T06:59:00.000-08:00

okays.rite.

i am sad,veri veri sad.depressed.

mans i saw it comin.its like veri weird.i will miss u 2 together alot though.haix.life wil b so diff.no more bball.hows tt.anyway havent been playin it like 4 dunno how mnay donkey years.miss it some how.the sense of satisfaction when the ball goes throught the hoop.the sound of it.the joy of it.its al lost.

suddenly so many ppl were around me.nw its empty.almost bare.but i still haf the peeps who stick by me 24/7...evey second,every hour,everyday,every month,every year.

i kinda learnt to judge ppl...

went for trn today.was slackin coz my shoulders ached like crazy.but trn was kinda light.onli pullin n kickin.haha.then went heartland to meet sabby n nao.missed them like crazy.havnet been seeing them in the longest time.haha.then we went to a playground cum excercise corner.played arnd there.toked abt the stuffs tat were happpening...then proceeded to jun's houz to eat.haha.then wanted to watch a scary show, the jun's player went bonkers.so we gt fed up then went to mac.had loads of fries n coke float.its been a long time since we spent a day liddat.i think its quite nice.juz chilling out.i can like relax.

stace is goin on a holiday.will miss her alot.love u gal.u take care.

mayb when come back frm my holiday i wld feel much beta.i realli hope so.

i haf to let go wad i haf.wads nt mine.wad tat does not concern me.i cannot break so easily.cant.

i miss the old days.juz the 5 of us.n the simple-natured grp.haha.

feelin so broken.

khiuy.love u lots.u cheer me up.

2004-11-28T02:26:00.000-08:00

yesterday was kinda tired so din type much.kinda recharged nw though.

camp was cool.first day gotta wake up at like 5 plus.was stoning.then jun's dad fetched me to sch.reached sch n realised tat we did nt haf enough plates for leaders.SORRY!!!!!!poor xiang li and regina gotta eat wif paper plates.n our lynx leaders ROCK!!!!thanks to yar hui daryln n regina n meidan for lookin after us these few days.then we had obstacle stuff.then christianna almost died.cheryl was injured.
second day was better.gt high elements.2pid shok.can go for like 4 of those.NOT FAIR.i went for like 2 onli.then poor isabel they al onli went for one.poor thin.better than nth larh.then went for orienteering.almost died on my way back.din haf time.lost our flag.xiang li was so sad.we din mean to.sorri.then gt camp fire.had loads of fun singin my head off.shoutin too.then the camp fire stuff.yarz.lost my voice.haha.
3rd day was water activities.kinda fun.but veri tiring.screamed my head off too.
n vanessa n merrissa was shoutin their own heads off.we were singin tamil songs.barney songs.wadeva.loads of songs.was high larh tat time.

i love lynx.i love jun.cheryl.shok.vanessa.merrissa.alvana.shi hua.hui yan.isabel.jasmine.samantha.christabelle.jesslyn.alison.christianna
u all rawk.had fun wif u all.

best camp i ever gone to.i love lynx.

LYNX UNITE
WE WILL SHOW OUR MIGHT
WE SHOW THEM HOW WE PPL FIGHT!!!!!!!!!!

corinne loves lynx.!

2004-11-27T07:21:00.000-08:00

back frm LTC.
LYNX RAWKS!!!!!!!i love lynx to death.i love u al to death.i will miss u al to death.

i had lots of fun wif u all.wif the enthusiasm liddat i can b awake 24 hours.haha.screamed my lungs out.i love our cheers.even though we did the we will rock u one too mnay a times.the dance was quite ok larhz.cheryl n me cant hear the second song though.we started too late.n i was holdin her too tight.her belt came off.but it was quite ok.shok n jun rawked the place anyway.u r our STAR couple.khiu's grp one was cute.they won best grp overal.congrats gal! haha.camp was fun.but diddnt eat or sleep well/.i feel veri disturbed.vei super disturbed.shall get some slp.tata.till then.

2004-11-22T08:15:00.000-08:00

feelin weird after seeing all this.
the feeling sucks.
tml gotta drop by sch(again), then go trn, the go 4 tuition.
busy day as usual.
i want time to b spent wif myself.n my family.

ever since tat day.i dunno who m i.realli.i feel so lost.n u r like a guide.mayb u r a wrong guide.guiding me to neglect who so eva is arnd me.but, i wil make sure i wont neglect u al eva again.tryin to balance.but kinda diff.

nt realli in a gd mood.
i want a punch bag.
i m realli confused.
counting down to camp n SUNDAY.

u lift me higher than b4.imiss u alot.alot.alot.

2004-11-21T07:08:00.000-08:00

its been ages since i updated.
lots of stuff happened.i finally recovered frm my bout of flu.i can breathe again.lolx.we r workin on our dance like crazy.i believe tat we can make it on camp fire nite.the dance is juz so nice.i dunno.but u r kinda sending across worng messages through ur stares.u r scarin me half to death.
HUI YAN!!!!!can u like SHAKE.if u don shake i personally make u do pole dancing in front of lynx.cant stand u larh.haiyo.
the rest quite ok.can shake mans.haha.
nowadays i m super busy.no time for myself or my family.think i m neglecting them.
mans khiu.take it easy.get over it.i believe there is stil another shot at it.no worries.i m behind u.
i m so nt (*******) lor.no matter wad ppl think.
i love christmas.there is so much love n warmth in the air.i m looking forward to it.
n CAMP.its so gonna b interesting.haha.

i realli dunno how m i feeling nw.too many ppl appeared in the picture.its veri messy.

but i will still b missin u.

2004-11-15T06:49:00.000-08:00

i m sick.
man.i hate to b sick.u muz haf a tissue by ur side at all times.n water.
haf been in a bad mood lately.dunno y.coz lots of things cropped up.

to "": u r nt useless.u r juz in a phase of depression.u always gif up so easily.wheres the determination in u.wad happened to u.u don seem like the person i knew.haix.i realli wanna shake u n slap u awake sometimes.cant even listen to ppl's explainations.always misunderstood.

to ........ : i don get wad u r tryin to convey.i dunno whether its gd or bad for me.

to ^^^^:i dunno whether i m pmsin or i realli dunno wad happened to myself.misunderstandings again.

well, i think i said wad i gotta say.feel much beta now.thanks khiu 4 listening to me crap.
i hate to b sick.

charlie's angels was great though.haha

missin u loads............

2004-11-11T05:22:00.000-08:00

nw watchin spore idol n bloggin
its been ages since i updated.lazy me.havent been practisin piano.havent been trn properly.basically havent been doin anythin except goin to sch.haix.but wadeva.i finally got to clear my room.hope my room will be neat enough until next week.played bball wif shoky, stace n jun today.nao n sab(the princesses) r bein treated to lunches.so unfair.
i want to train properly frm next week onwards.haf been slackin like HELL.i must get my stamina back.i so muz.if nt surely jiao lian wil scold me "zhu tou" veri soon.haha
tats all.
imissulots.

2004-11-07T06:07:00.000-08:00

bloggin again.
guess i REALLi haf to clear my room.its like a dumspter.tml haf to go bac to sch to do the camp fire stuff again.goin thru lots of music.its juz so diff to find the correct song.
tml trnagain.argh.bad weather nowadays.so diff to train.sure jiao lian gof long distance.i don do long distance.especially pulling,i wil cramp up...
today's golf lesson was quite fun.tried wif the real golf club.kinda cool.
u finally appeared.
u brought me the sunshine i needed.

2004-11-06T07:31:00.000-08:00

many prob cropped up recently.
mayb i was pmsin n my temper was on the surface.haix.but nw is kinda cleared up.
i noe my reaction was veri bug.i din want to add fuel to the fire.so i din wanted to bring it up since u were in a super bad mood already.but we cleared this up.healthy competition frm nw on al rites?yups.l
well chalet was overall quite okay.wild wild wet was darn so DARN COOL.was burnt heex.the bbq we were bombarded wif lots of insects n rain.but wadeva the fire was stil burnin.then went home late at night to go to sch early in the morn to do the flag n tags.was like half dead.
its been a long time since we had a heart to heart talk.glad to haf it anyways.
havin golf tml.lookin forward to it.

godonli noeswad i be without u.

2004-11-01T07:11:00.000-08:00

HAPPI BIRTHDAY SABBY!!!!!!
happy 14th bdae my beloved grand-daughter!!!
had a blast at sizzler today.ate until i cant eat anymore.took lots of pics at the esplanade n suntec....we actually vut the cake at the esplanade.it was so cool...but its kinda dark.....had a jolly gd time dere.sang a happi birthday song 4 her n took like dunno how mani pics...loved tonight loads.tml wil b a veri LONG day.....haf to meet jun at 8am tml juz to buy cloth 4 flag n its like 1130now.haf to wake up like 7....HAIX.sian.then go bac to sch 4 lynx meetin...n then the tll...then finally the chalet.lookin forward to the bbq.haha
its so boring, life now.
i think i m startin to c the bright side nw.actually thinkin to change sch if its possible.but wadeva.this thing is pressurising me too much.don realli noe how to survive next year.so nt lookin forward to next year.
where r u when i need u?
nobody seems to understand.
i hate myself.i hate myself 4 thinkin too much n bein so pessimistic nowadays.
i juz wanna escape to utopia.
where i can b free of al worries in the world n b happi.
but i cant escape frm reality.its so diff.so complicated.
i need some1 now.some1 who actually understand me.gif me advice.a shoulder to lean on.

iwishuponastar,
i.need.u.where.r.u?

2004-10-29T20:43:00.000-07:00

i don like to cry.i rarely cry.

but sometimes u juz haf to let it all out.i cried on the phone wif khiu for like an hour yesterday night after a blogged.juz had to let it all out.its been a roller-coaster ride this year.i found many people out there who are always there for me whenever i need them.

jun-u are the sun who always lights me up.realli dunno wad to do without u.u are my pillar for strength.even though we are still a gang, things will never be the same again.we wont b called the 'chopsticks' anymore.u gif me great advice sometimes and i really hope we can be in the same class again another time.i love u loads!

khiu-my dearest grand-daughter who will always be there for me.u r my other pillar who listens to my problems.i juz cant do without u n jun.dunno how to survive man....u are one of the veri few ppl i noe who actully possesses this thing.the listening ear thing..u are there when i need u.u stuck with me whenever i m feelin down.i will miss u alot.alot.

my 3 other beloved grand-daughters-u 3 also stuck wif me through thick and thin, and made me smile whenever i feel down.we are still a gang, but sec 3 life is juz so unpredictable.if we actually get seperated, it will b an absoulute emotional breakdown 4 me.but choy la.love playin bball wif u al.muacks.i love u all truck loads.

rachel-the fireball.hope u read this.u are juz so practical.haha.u gif me great advice and i had loads of fun with u....u are the best and u rock!!!!i will miss your fierce-ness alot.

manx.its juz so hard lettin go of 2h.its a great bunch of ppl that u cannot find anywhere else in the world.I WILL MISS U ALL!!!!!!!muacks.

shall end here.

2004-10-29T05:06:00.000-07:00

last day of sch.//

so wanna cry.leavin 2h.its so fast....3h next year.will miss khiuy,aggie,rach,sam,eliz,polar,tangtang,ying ying, mich n the others.LOVE U AL LOTS!!!!!muz stay in contact yea.2h simply ROX.its the best class i eva got myself in.

next year wil b the same class as stace.at least i got u gal.huggs.jun, nao,n sab in the same class next year,tats so unfair.wished tat we al 5 wil b together in 1 class.

its juz so saddening.

lookin 4ward to the class bbq n the chalet....

shall sign off here.

boohoo.

2004-10-24T05:34:00.000-07:00

had the first lesson of golf today.//

quite cool actually.i kinda thought it was a pointless game that u actually use a stick to hit a ball, but its much more to that.i kinda like hit air for quite a number of times.embarrassing.but wadeva.success comes wif failure.tryin to comfort myself.haix.lookin forward to the next lesson.

went to shoot hoops wif mimi after golf.mimi n i tried to do lay-up.but i think we r unsuccessful.darn our "coach".suppose to teach us on thurs.in the end postpones to next thurs.talk abt responsibility.bish u.

tml theres trn.sighs.think i will be super SLOW.

really wanna hold your hand again.

shall sign off here.

2004-10-22T05:56:00.000-07:00

bloggin again on a borin sat nite//

today we had land trn.so tiring.then went to play bball wif the swim team members.so darn farni.i kept passin to the opp team members.silly me.then went home n gt an earful frm my mum coz my hp bill was so darn high.haix.

the da vinci code is so darn NICE.its so captivating.i LOVE it.cant get my eyes off tat book.its highly recommended!!!

TIRED!!!!!!!!

2004-10-15T06:38:00.001-07:00

harlo.\\

in a good mood today.dunno y.today was quite cool.went to haf a morn swim wif jun n sab.its been a long time since i actually swam...n trn is startin next week.sigh.n my arms feel so heavy after a few laps.muz get my form bac if nt sure die wan.then after tat went to play bball again.under the HOT HOT sun.was quite farni la today.sab la...lol.saw stace at the bus stop.wait 4 her till her bus came...then went jun's houz to play playstation.had a jolly gd time dere.we played a racin car game n keep kena bombed by jun.SIGHS.then we played streetfighter.don realli noe how to play tat though.so we anyhow press the buttons,haha.lame.but in the end me n jun won sab n nao.play until our fingers blistered.YAY......lol.goin siao.

went bac to the court to meet stace. then stace went to play a match. she was blocked by lulu.so cute.....i played a match too. but poor mimi chan din play.so sad.but never mind.kinda think of it we haf like 2 solid months to play.

yesterday was eventful.we all went o watch the cool guy show.it was so darn nice.touchin n funny yet romantic.is a show worth watchin!!! tat korean guy darn shuai.n hes gt one hell of a act cool attitude.manx...is a fairytale.i wanna watch it again.later went to the court.so mani ppl. in the end kena hit by ball while watchin match.so suay.after tat went to karin's bbq.ate till i cant eat anymore....came home abt 10 plus.had fun anyways..until then.byeeeee

2004-10-13T06:58:00.000-07:00

heyy.//

exams are FINALLY over.darn happi.no more books for 2 months.RELAX....finally.can exhale. had lots of fun today.even though i noe tat i m gonna flunk sci, coz all the stuff was messed up in my head.haix!!!! went to play bball straight after sch.they refused to lend us the ball so we ended up soakin the darn sun.it was like in a oven,worse than a oven.in the end we gt the ball n played match. then i realised tat my sis might nt haf the keys, then i rushed all the way home onli to find her enjoyin fish n chips n watermelon juice.its like wat the???? n i scalded myself while tryin to cook the noodles.sigh.

then went to orchard n blew $27 on neos. was darn fun.took the cushion thingy machine.was real nice.too bad stace n sab, u all werent there.then we took the panel 1.n dumb us.din go n choose our pics n ended up havin 18 of the SAME pics.so lame.i noe it.then we took another 1.quite farni too/weird poses. then went home, watch charmed.n now here i m, typin in this entry.

tml goin to watch the cool guy movie....actully i wanted to watch white chicks.seemed darn hilarious.budden tat jun la.go book the cool guy 1.HAIX.so yup, until tml.wee_byeee

2004-10-10T05:54:00.000-07:00

sunday nite.....

today's the day heavenly sword n dragon sabre ends.so sad...but it was a good ending anyway. i so LURVED the show.it ROCKS.manx..i dunno wad life wld b like without the show.zhao min n wuji r finally together.haha.so happy.its like so fairytale like.loved the show's fightin stuff.its so amazing....never mind me.gettin dreamy here.lol.

3 more days to go.3 more days to pure freedom.is so killin me.i wan it over.OVER!!!! so i can finally get nt so tensed up anymore.i sometimes think tat i will flunk my subjects.i m so worried.dunno y.i want this thing to b over.enjoy the rest of the sec 2 year.haf a nice christmas wif lots of prezzies.n start the sec 3 yr.which i don event hink i haf ample time to do wad i like.like readin 4 instance.n erm bball.yupx.

i hate life.it passes too fast.super fast.wished tat there was more than 24 hours.so i can do wadeva things i wanna do.argh.4get it.i m so crappin here.gotta tok to abstracted khiu.byeeeee.........

2004-10-01T03:53:00.000-07:00

heyy//

bac again.today, the most embaraasing thing happened, even worse than the food poisoning one.i slipped and and fell into a puddle of water at the court.SO MALU!!!!i wanted to bury my head in the sand.n they all laughed like nobody's business.nt my fault.i was tryin to save the ball.argh.the whole entire bottom-half of my pinafore was DRENCHED.macham come out of shower.wa liao.don wanna think abt it.then nao was my saviour as she gaf me the clothes to change.hee.later went to play match.THRASHED them!so darn happi.first time we defeated them.HAHA.was on cloud nine when nao shot in the last shot.so yup....YAY!!!!.ok i m seriously siao.khiu might think i m drunk..haha.don worri gal, onli had coke n tea.

tml havin grp study...SIAN! but there is company, can prevent me frm slpin.haha.yea i noe.i m a slacker.ok..i think i crap too much liao...haha.BYEEEEE!

2004-09-30T16:43:00.000-07:00

went straight home today....

so guai..haha.made spaghetti 4 lunch for myself coz my mum din wanna cook 4 me.haix.anyway, the stress is realli mounting n i can already feel the uneasiness coz i haven done my notes 4 history n d&t.argh.sometimes is juz abt the mood.wads the use of studyin when u r nt even concentrating properly.i haf an inclination every now n then to go 4 a "short break". but wadeva la. glad my mum knew tat the exams r comin so she stocked up lots of snacks 4 us.lucky me.haha.

juz wanted to end this wif a quote.i noe tat i put on my msn nick once.its from a book i m currently reading now-Abarat- but i so lurved it.

Three is the number of those who do holy work;
Two is the number of those who do lover's work;
One is the numberof those who do perfect evil
Or perfect good

-from the notes of a monk of the Order
of St Oco;his name unknown

2004-09-29T03:32:00.000-07:00

back again//

hows my blogskin?i think it rox!haha.bhb.think the credit goes to khiu 4 doin my blog. its super duper.wad can i say.it is spectacular.also lots of gratitude to the gal who designed the skin, u haf an artisitic flair in u..my headache is much beta. think gonna watch charmed later study some more.more tml...........byeee

2004-09-28T20:42:00.000-07:00

heyy//

typin my first enty.haha. presently typin my notes.woke up today wif a terrible headache so din go sch...also can catch up wif my notes and mug 4 the exams..argh.time flies.end of year already.super stressed,surely there will b a few more white hairs appearin on my head.haix.ok..gtg do up my blog n hit my books liao.byeeee